Inception

It was March 4, 2012  1.38 pm

Suddenly an idea flashed through my mind
Yes, I do wish to have my own blog
All my thoughts and emotions are put into words
But actions have never been taken

What I'm concerned most is that i don't want my real me to be unravelled
The one whom they know lives behind the mask
They will never know when I'm alone
There is so much went unnoticed right in front of their eyes
Haha, haha

I watched American Idol just now
There's a girl named Jessica Sanchez
So talented, so captivating
Being an Asian, it has never been easy to be the limelight
Especially among the Causians, Blacks, just to name a few
But she has that VOICE that can conquer everyone's heart

At the same time, I wonder if I have anything to be envied
Singing? Not good enough
Academy? Actually I have a poor memory,which costs me more time to study
Kindness? I have never been to anyone, except for my friends and family
Physical? Not sporting, a presentable look but i always feel like I'm a ..
Haha..

This morning my Art Director complimented for completing her research
All is about the ONE
What I'm doing is much averse to what I've learnt before
I have never thought that art can be so rich, so abundant
A truly eye-opener
She has spurred my interest to learn about Leonardo Da Vinci, Mozart, Bach
The Mystery of The Last Supper
Is the 'feminine figure' Mary or John? Whatever
Judas kissed Jesus as a sign of betrayal, and the list goes on..

I seem to know nothing about these
Just because I'm too absorbed in the world of
Shallow knowledge? Result? Academic competition
Anyhow, I need to change the way I'm becoming

Shall I talk about my decision to become a doctor?
Not now, not in the mood

Till we meet again