Process of Learning

It is a no easy task to say SORRY that frequently

Perhaps there are just too many mistakes to make in life

Can't avoid, Can't dodge

All of them are out casting me

Take me for granted

Or am I just too weak or vulnerable?

Seriously I'm very fed up with their criticism

Gossiping about me in foreign language

Try to humiliate me in front of customers

Conspicuously unnoticeable..

I guess 

I'll have to switch my personality to deal with them

Be more thick skin, more confident

And not to be bothered or disturbed by their immature behaviour

My mum and I went to JPN to ask for some information

Unfortunately, we were informed that there will be no award for the top students

I was disappointed

Hard work is not really appreciated

Talent is not taken seriously

It is not uncommon that the issue of brain drain is prevailing

Improper investment will always result in the loss of itself

It carries the blame

Went to school

Knew that me, Kay and Lau KM are to be presented certificate on Monday

Weekly assembly

Haha, it has been quite a while since I attend the school assembly

Gonna miss it

I was going to watch choir performance

But then

My steps were so heavy

Unwilling to go to the hall

I have myself to blame

I love choir so much, just after my family

It gives me the harmony and placidity

Which helps me to calm the inner soul and balance my hectic mind

But I abandon it in the first place

Because I can’t leave my studies undone

In light of my future

I have to sacrifice what I love

And now

Pn Tong invited me to watch the performance as an Ex-Choir member

I felt ashamed

“ Am I? ”, I asked myself

I know the answer

In my world

What I have given out

Will not be taken back

Choir was once my favourite

But not anymore

I moved on

Becoming a selfish me

Today I told my mum to plan taking a family photo

I longed for it long time ago

It is just the three of us

Past. Present. Future.

I want to garner our memories now and always

Time flies

We grow older and older

 In life, we have lost so many things

And I simply don’t want to miss any single moment with my family

They mean so much to me

I hope I can take good care of them until the end of our road

Found out that going overseas to study medicine is not a good thing

Because each country has its own distinctive disease and vector

What we studie may not be applied in our own native country

Wish my mother in the pink of health

Wish my sister striving harder for her studies

Wish myself have a good night rest