Since
suicidal cases have been so rampant recently, I wonder what has been going
through their minds. They have family, they have friends, they have money, they
have a bright future lying ahead of them, and yet they choose to put an end to
their lives, jumping off from tall building.
Inconsiderate. Irresponsible.
Immature.
They
chose hell over heaven on earth. They chose mate over family. They chose to
splash their blood instead of donating it for a good cause. They chose
depression over happiness. They sentenced themselves to death of a conviction
which was absolutely groundless, not even considering a life-long imprisonment,
a parole, or at least, an acquisition. I’m glad for them, for they can always
make their own choice; I feel sorry for them too, for they had made the wrong
one.
Don’t you see the smiling sunshine
behind the depressing clouds?
Whenever
you meet a deadlock, look back and see how you’ve gone so far. It has been
tough, so so tough, but you’ve got to believe it is never ever the end of the road.
We have so many things yet to treasure, how could you just walk away without
saying sorry? I’m not sure whether you will reach heaven in your life after,
but it is undeniable that you just send your loved ones to hell. Their hearts
are torn into shreds, their lines of tears have never been dry, their souls are
dying out… The moment the hammer is raised to knock the pieces of coffin
together, the sound is so painfully loud, nails are dropped, bloodcurdling
screams are heard, and finally it has become a complete piece. And also, the
fragile hearts are broken.
Think for a minute or two of your
loved ones. You might have changed your fate.
I
think of committing suicide before, because of family problems, financial
problems and so and so. I even come up with ways of minimize the pain from the
suicide. Hahaa. But these negative thoughts will vanish away easily as, again, I
find new hope to move on and get over the predicament.
It
is up to your decision, whether to end it all, or start all over again, but
make sure there are no apologies.
Suicide? Sweet-cide? It
is just a matter of opinion.
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