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I miss my mother

I miss my sister

I miss my BFF gang (some in US, some in Penang, haizz)

I miss the food in Ipoh

I miss the comfort I used to take for granted

I just miss everything

They seem so perfect to me now, I should never hold begrudges against the warmth they used to offer me

Recently

Despite of the rat race to study

I made some new friends

I know very well that we cannot go further in our path

There is so much that I couldn’t confide to you

I hate to keep secrets

But revelation will only bring pain to me

So

I decided to remain silent

Shhhhhhhh…

Maybe one day

I will find that person

To vent out all the suppressed feelings

Don’t be crazy

Who would want to befriend a rare breed like you?

You are so mean, so vicious, so sarcastic

You are probably the most annoying person I have ever met

Don’t you know you were born with curse?

Single parent-Poverty-Poor Memory-Weak physique-Introvert

Everything you do is so wrong

So so wrong

No wonder you have gradually lost your compassion for the ones around you

Don’t try to fix it

Because

I know you don’t want to be hurt.