A special me

Sometimes
Being special and unique
Makes you suffocate in the midst of the ordinary and the senseless
Ineveitably
There is a gap of misundertanding which cannot be bridged
There is a depth of the Atlantic Ocean which reflection of one's true colour seems to take forever
I have learnt a lesson
People have taken granted of me because of my unguarded kindness and the trust I give them
Of all the people I met
Those who appear to be innocent and naive might be the most dangerous and deceitful of 'em all
A crooked friend envies your uniqueness and corrodes it with their seemingly unintentional harm
A true blue friend appreciates all the little things which define you
He will never take advantage of you and on the other hand he is more than willing to house your soul under his protective wings and the bosom of his love
Dear me  Pity me
The day I arrived in KMS seemed to be a roller coaster ride to me
The pinnacle of glory and the nadir of depression have just well driven me to the edge of darkness
Been pushed to the wall and beaten till bled
Been strangled to death and my lonely soul wandered purposelessly on the verge of breakdown
But I know deep down my heart
Everything happens for a reason
The misdeeds and unfriendly treats shall make me stronger to ward off the atrocity and the unpleasant
I may not be the most sociable among 'em all
I would not say I'm the most brilliant among the equally intelligent
I can't either change you opinion towards me overnight
Well, the thing is I'm sure I have been tough for the whole semester
And nothing's gonna stop me from achieving  what I hanker most
Watch your back, you jerks