Flipping through the docs from UM
There comes a sudden feeling of fear
My mum says living in a big city will entail more money
Somemore I have to rent an apartment in second year
Been told that it costs a thousand and more
What im more afraid is
Im gonna meet a diverse group of people
I took a look at some of my future coursemates
Most of em are... I just feel that they are not that serious type of people to study med, esp some of my matrik friend
I remember those days when I say no to them for outing because I want to study
Their look, their response... Just make me feel.. Imma freak
Maybe I have been through a lot
Thats why study is something that matters me so much
I feel very emotional
Hope that my mum got enough money for me
Im not hoping to afford luxurious comfort in kl
A decent living and sufficient money for food and books shall do
Hope that can meet friends who are not flirty, but serious and hardworking ones
I still have a lot of question marks
I feel insecure....
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