A bad news

I was told that my best friend Nor is leaving for INTI
Tomorrow will be his last day in KMS..

I felt so bad
Whenever I have someone worth to be treasured
The Almighty will take him away from me
Leaving me in a pool of tears
A nostalgia of anguish

Why does he want to leave?
Why hasn't he talked to me about it?
Am I going to see him anymore?
Do I deserve a chance to bid farewell?
Why must it to be in such a sudden?
Why don't you let me spend some days with you?

Does it mean that everything is back to square one again?
Where I'm completely alone in this one year struggle

Nor
You have a sense of humour
You have the arm of sociability
You can think out-of-the-box easily
Everything you say will cheer up everyone around you
Even your smile does light up the whole room
You are the only one who appreciates me
For what I did, what I said..

The harsh truth is just too much for me
I can't hold back my tears
My fears
And my grievance

Thank you for being my companion for almost one month
Though we shall never meet again
I wish you well
I doubt that I will ever find someone like you
So special, so approachable and so nice

I'm feeling emotional right now
Gosh, help me to get through this
It sucks so much
The sense of losing a close friend whom I cling to him so often

Are you engaged in packing your luggage now?
Please tell me that you are leaving
To kill my heart for you